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From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.wvu.edu>, Wryting-L <WRYTING-L@listserv.wvu.edu>
Subject: essay on subobjects
Date: Sun, 28 Feb 2016 21:28:28 -0500 (EST)
essay on subobjects http://www.alansondheim.org/ext05.jpg http://www.alansondheim.org/ext30.jpg http://www.alansondheim.org/farmbell.mp3 essay on subobjects 'Only finitude is "desiring."' (Guattari) == suicide can only be null== null of null, absence of null chaotic spew. there's nothing to specify the existence of a consciousness== consciousness is an attribute from the position of the conscious, nothing more. the only permitted operations are quantal== everything fundamentally occurs within the granularity of the real. quanta are always already== atomic structures and the world are inherently grained everywhere, the universal sieve. within the swollen fecundity of creation== as much as possible, prions for example, everything, degrees of random but fixed codes, inherited antiques. gaps to be filled by categorical dynamics== incalculable and unobservable movements. creation is always a relation== what changes in time, stumbling, mute transformations on every scale. mathematics always already an annihilation== thinking of abstract animals, peregrinations to incalculable degrees. thought's movements construe sensations of pain and pleasure== among the insipid grains of the world. suicide can only be universal== cessations are always cessations from the viewpoint of consciousness; strike out consciousness, become time and space; forgo annihilation; forgo granularity; swallow granularity, dissolve in it; thin yourself out; disappear; become universal; become a covering set; leave them all behind; die. when i look around, they look around== they are within me; i am within them; they are multitudes; i am dissolved; i am dissolute; they see through me; they see through my eyes; they see through my subterfuges; they dominate; they conquer; they take over. when they look around, i look around== they conquer; they take over; they couldn't care less; they're speechless; they see everything; they are my dissolute; they are my dissolve; they are multitudes of multitudes; they are without me; i am without them; they are within. momentary displeasure as something falters within not me== something collapses; my collapse collapses; suicide is other side; suicide pleasures displeasure. sedimentations of categories, i'm piled up within== there are piles within me; continents and islands of piles; blanked eyes of piles; chaotic gatherings; hailstorms of phenomena; dispersions of cloud dispersions; percolations of percolations. internal buffeting, syzygy, external holes== as if there were memory; memories of memories of percolations; shadow-taxis of worlds; grain-whispers of the prelapsarian; unutterable silence. all holes are external== they expose me; they speak through me; they write through me; they are uncomfortable flesh; masses of flesh; flesh spread thin; flesh grains; flesh quanta. all holes are w/holes== an ontology of holes; epistemology of holes; that uncomfortable surface; that cicatrix; that miasma of wounds and scars; that faux history; that generation of histories. swallow yourself, deny yourself, kill yourself== you have always already done this; you have always already completed yourself; you have sutured yourself; you have collapsed; you are always already gone; you are space and time; you are annihilation; you are an annihilation machine; you are among them; they are among you. yourself are yourselves, multitudes, interminable continuums== they are peircian continuums reduced to the abjection of corroded tissues; they are galactic strings; there are you singularities; there are no multiplicities; there are no awaitings; there are no preconditions; there are multitudes of memories of memories of anguish; there are no multitudes. striations which collapse your mouth== you cannot speak; your speech is meaningless; your speech is a momentary sutured punctum on the continuum; your speech goes nowhere; actions go nowhere; collapse is always already collapse; your multitudes collapse; your collapses are inconceivable; your collapses are inconceivably many. your mouthmouth your mouthmouthmouth== so many mouths; so much death; your consciousness is inability; your consciousness is construed; has passed; has never been; has been chimera; you are always of an has-been, has-being; disappearing granularities from the other side; from the other side of the whole; from the other side of the hole; its uncanny surface; its rotted surface; its quanta; its decay-paths; its objects and arrows; its disappearance of objects; its disappearance of arrows; its subsummation; its extrusion; its expulsion. universal suicide of the world== has already happened; its process has already occurred; its process has annihilated itself; its mouths of granularity; its mouths; its grains. garnered scorched syzygial uncomfortable quiescence of the planet== the knotted interiors and exteriors; the absorptions; the false ontology of objects; the universe of false ontologies; the multitudes of universes; th universes of multitudes; the evanescent; the absolute horizons; dissolution of absolute horizons. co-lapse== the simultaneity and prefiguration of collapse; the afterthought and afterthinking of collapse; the comb-topologies of subojects; the subobjects of comb-topologies; the remnants; lack of remnants; petty annihilations of annihilations; weaker; weaker still; the infinitesimal; their mouths within us; mouthing us; holes, mouthing us; null-objects; co-lapse of null objects; we are the last refuge of the them; surface histories; co-lapse of thinking; of this thinking; dispersions, dispersions, co-lapse.