The Alan Sondheim Mail Archive

May 26, 2016

viola with jetplanes and birds

we reached aurora colorado where we had more charliehorses when
we were trying to sleep, i've got bites and bytes, the travels
taking a minor annoying toll. with meandering, only about 2800
miles so far, next stop in a few days, salt lake city. today
there are tornado warnings. i played with the planes and birds.

thinking constantly about codework now and its relation to a new
music-aesthetic dynamics. ruptured code, many-to-many, nothing
well defined, inconceivable, dynamics shuffling around

we keep the humidity as much as possible between 40-65%, healthy
for flesh and wood. going over the rockies next leg, then two
legs to canada and victoria. buddhism and even zalamea's
synthetic philosophy of mathematics have echos of scholasticism
i think, so my escape is to problematic grounds of abjection.
today placed three X signs, small wooden plaques, on my mouth
and nipples, and a 1/2 sign on my crotch. i wondered about XXX
and then what is XXX and a half, and the X i use (similar
typeface) for the isis flag in my videos, and what about a
proliferation of unknowns, X against X, mirrored within X or
duplicated within X, doppelgangers, X-gangers, universal
granularity of virtual particles, and those that, in human
terms, seem to stay around for a while. the urge of sexuality,
always a murmur.

the interstates in missouri had no protective fences and there
was carnage everywhere. i never want to drive through the state
again. dead deer, armadillos, coyote, groundhogs, skunks,
opossums, hundreds of mutilated corpses on the road. towards
western nebraska and eastern colorado then, and feedlots all
over the place, cows standing in their own feces, horrifying
smells, concentration-camps for animals.

i read along the way, trying to retain my sense of the

we're going to a nice clean conference. if the charliehorses
continue, we'll limp through it. in the meantime music fills the
air, violaplanebird intermix.

something to listen to, severe storms and possible tornados in
the forecast.

spotters may be needed.

wha the thunder said what het under said what het undersaid

wha whatth wathhhe thawath
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in my current state of mind thunder's what i find

wha whatth wathhhe thawath
wha whatth wathhhe thawath
wha whatth wathhhe thawath

===thunderbolt echoes, thunder, bolides louder than any thunder,
smell, thunderstorms, exhalations...) the thunder and rain vajra
'thunderbolt', the absolute (e) -> linga 'phallus' rain the
screaming thunder - you can see my face when the lightning linga
'phallus' vajra 'thunderbolt' -> linga, sunya 'voidness,' skins
bones thunderbolts daggers / out in thundering skies. i want to
go to your dance with all you. i want the thundering the sparks.
in this fire the gods offer the king _soma._ god on my chest.
there were rumblings like thunder above the darknet. producing
the sound of a cloud (thunder) sound of dharmata, like a
thousand thunderclaps simultaneously. this is as if stricken by
a thunderbolt; and, though i died theres a grayness
thunderstorms phenomen screaming emptied air. i'd remember
begins to thunderstorm wildly and dangerously here at the
moment), since after until likely thunderstorms and
tonight...showers white and burning black and burning skies
stars thunders lightnings rain bones emptiness of thunderbolts
and daggers / i meditate upon thunderbolts and daggers / julu
only knows full and emptied sky, no thunderstorms, lightning,
calls there were violent thunderstorms and near the house, a
crackle there may be lightning and thunder, at any moment there
may be an earth- from earth i was and thundered i dreamed of two
spheres, the roar of thunder, and yet which for very sweetness,
could resemble the more - lightning thunder bringing new air
swelling implodes you leaving an ion but rapine ng conversion
ride thunder to what speed ble there was a thunderstorm but you
couldn't hear the thunder would kill me (i can still breathe) -
not one that made thunderous noise something through the
datastorm characterized, not by the thunder outside chorus drop
drpt orig chorus %thunderstorm drop drpt 1orig thunderstorm
sickles and thunder and crosses and stars in the sky, tears and
meteors in meditate upon thunderbolts and daggers / of monsoons
and thunders, debris tossed off the foam of grey-slate waves,
forget me - i'm disappearing - i'm in the fog the rain the
thunder - you thundering volcano drowns sounds. embedded jagged
myriad twisted only knows full and emptied sky, no
thunderstorms, lightning? no thunder or laughter ever quickening
them into life. cause thunder wet wickedness, evil, exultation,
station the hunger, associate, neighbour neighbour fellow,
thunder badness, layers slate imagined earlier fierce rains
crack thunderstorms. at stake. - i'm in the fog the rain the
thunder - you can see my face when the thunder and house sounds
as thunder struck her from head hair scorched or standing on
end; know-me, wait! julu only knows full and emptied sky, no
thunderstorms, lightning. air and dragons, thunder god and wind
god usual in san diego gods curse his holy rolling thundering
everything from thunder to the delicate language of kimono, rain
come the thunder, gotta tie me up hold me down spread me open,
gotta thunderstorms l. s likely. h. . highs i. s in t. n the m.
e mid isabel i. thunder struck her from head to vehicles into
endangered species. t sun, rain, ice, showers. heaven, sea,
thunder boiler bakes shell roars, ear-splitting thunderquakes,
heaving back and forth. i bury conversion entertainment desitter
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houtcfm houthtm howidoit "god thunders, ruthless, come in
handsome beamed violin played under overhang in severe
thunderstorm theory theory dance out in thundering skies. i want
to go to your dance thunderstorms, exhalations...) assemblage
filigree-cavern, intrusions sounds during thunderstorms. in its
current configuration the radio pulls flying a kite and key
during a thunderstorm to prove lightning is "the performer
should indicate lightning (the falling of) meteor, thunder, soon
we will stretch lightning, thunder; then we will hear the proper
you may wonder at my thunder while my words are blown asunder
and over there's thunder now no clouds no rain just the wet
pasted use one word where none will do thunder against indeed
see heh tempest and maelstrom, forks of angered lightning,
thunderclaps, the deep- thunder (vajra) the destroyer of
daityas, landscape 'focal men. the basement sound of dharmata,
like a thousand thunderclaps there is a rumble of thunder i
meditate upon echoes of thunderbolts corrosions the thunder was
drowned out by the plates belief gnawing at the periphery. my
writing is a dull thunder. lightning sively by this point, play
a major role (lightning violent thunder now) bluejays gathered
around the porch between thunder providence / clarinet bluejays
porch thunder storms personal sizzling flesh: tramping, radiant
presence: thunderstorms, towards it's ride - rain thunder when
human ever to speed towards plucked violin in thunderstorm, rain
turning to hail .thursday n. y night...windy. s. . showers a. s
and t. d thunderstorms l. or the red letters screamed in thunder
or the letters wrapped around us the drowning rain the screaming
thunder - you can see my face when the clouds, and showers.
heaven, sea, earth, and thunder are the interior she's blocked
by a severe thunderstorm, in which case that's all i think i
lightning's chipped plate. lightning's stain and the murmur of
thunder, vajra 'thunderbolt' -> linga, sunya 'voidness,' 'the
void,' vacuite the clouds its smoke, the lightning the flame,
the thunder-bolt the coals, plate. lightning's stain and the
murmur of thunder, sexuality, the stain plate. lightning's stain
and the murmur of thunder, sexuality, the stain thunderstorm
front just off the radar and thank god for the thunder and rain
heard the lightning before the thunder, knew of the weathering
sun; in the horse shakes itself, then it lightens; when it
kicks, it thunders; - thunder six-wheeler towards those i'm mind
ion - been those black - up - trampled pups and constant thunder
heaven, sea, earth, and thunder are the interior codeine get
exultation, evil, wickedness, to thunder to exhausted to a to a
"a great roar of thunder will come from within the light, the
natural the storm and vexing thunder, but jennifer, jennifer,
jennifer ... meditate upon echoes of thunderbolts corrosions ing
at the approaching thunderheads. they seemed to have "punch" in
them. thunderawav thunderb thunders thunderwav thung faces which
appear at times of thunder, to join in thunder, to queenstown
tasmania, little knowing that it had some - e 66 to seen up
stretches altruism, - thunder six-wheeler towards rapine - rain
black towards road i'm mind thunder - around being there -
conversion towards thunder those towards towards you ever
stretches ever thunder those those towards you ever stretches -
- there going - mind thunder, through space, black turned good
effect, turn lose oneself gain stakes. thin wires heat up my
neighborhood with thunder and lightning, from the thunder's
womb, va voom, va voom, (tib. rdo rje) 'the vajra 'thunderbolt',
the absolute (e) -> take talk thunder epenthetic vowel esteem
yeastiness whimper whine strain on your viol, wall, door, as
thunder struck him from head thunderheads everywhere, the sky
was waiting rainbow of weather and weather of thunder what, and
wherefore, and whence? for under is over and thunder: the
station exultation, evil, wickedness, to thunder to desire
noise, thunder badness, wickedness, wretchedness to will not be
aggressive with or anyone else. thunders, ruthless, if thunder
could be without lightning, lightning could be without under.
signs, a collection of works devoted to semiotics - it's
thundering out b. m by t. y the t. e time i. e it severe t. e
thunderstorms...and e. d thunderstorms. when you were young your
life was at stake. when you were where you were

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