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From the Selfing Memorandum


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Apocalypse, Do not Tred on Me


the self. for those forbidden to self-murder, already present,
state-sanctioned self-destruction available for all. another
internal hack rewrites software towards self-destruct; fork-
bombs oh poor men and women driven to self-destruction 'personal
= the profit' idiotic =the MOTHER self-destructive idiotic mode
self-destructive of mode existence, existence itself imitating
masochism. That's in quite the all brain, right. again.
self-destructing nicely, nicely, in ways. isis will murder us.
the republicans will murder us. only masochistic egotist egotist
self-destructing fancies attack 'benefit' another, from the
first. self-destruction sarcasm of = nervous life, its unruly
self-destruction + nervous attack life-force on, fathermother,
masochistic egotist egotist self-destructing fancies _! _/ _. _'
_" _( _[ from the first. self-destroying mines of obsolete
software ;) ;[ ;$ ;* : :^ self-destructing memories, back into
that wholeness peered upon by the deflection. self-destruction,
whimpering self-destruct. play this against the current
apocalyptic trend; they're not that dissimilar - think of
residing sovereignty, part-objects, self-destructing wholeness
and self-destructing memories, back into that wholeness peered
upon by the the rest of us safe in our bunkers wait and
weighing-in on the apocalypse. play this against repetition and
decay, the queasy apocalypse, hammering our skins to our bones,
murdering us as we wait for, weigh in for, the next attack.


Self-Dictionary


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censor self-sensor doing classical self-sacrifice coaxing
self-recursive com self-help welcome communtes self-desgnng
corrode self-obfuscate crooked self-loathing disappeared
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From the Selfing Memorandum