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From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.wvu.edu>, Wryting-L <WRYTING-L@listserv.wvu.edu>
Subject: From the Selfing Memorandum; Apocalypse, Do not Tred on Me;
Self-Dictionary
Date: Sat, 22 Oct 2016 21:20:07 -0400 (EDT)
From the Selfing Memorandum http://www.alansondheim.org/selfs.jpg http://www.alansondheim.org/selfing.mp4 http://www.alansondheim.org/selfing1.png http://www.alansondheim.org/selfing2.png http://www.alansondheim.org/selfing3.png http://www.alansondheim.org/selfing4.png http://www.alansondheim.org/selfing5.png http://www.alansondheim.org/selfing6.png Apocalypse, Do not Tred on Me the self. for those forbidden to self-murder, already present, state-sanctioned self-destruction available for all. another internal hack rewrites software towards self-destruct; fork- bombs oh poor men and women driven to self-destruction 'personal = the profit' idiotic =the MOTHER self-destructive idiotic mode self-destructive of mode existence, existence itself imitating masochism. That's in quite the all brain, right. again. self-destructing nicely, nicely, in ways. isis will murder us. the republicans will murder us. only masochistic egotist egotist self-destructing fancies attack 'benefit' another, from the first. self-destruction sarcasm of = nervous life, its unruly self-destruction + nervous attack life-force on, fathermother, masochistic egotist egotist self-destructing fancies _! _/ _. _' _" _( _[ from the first. self-destroying mines of obsolete software ;) ;[ ;$ ;* : :^ self-destructing memories, back into that wholeness peered upon by the deflection. self-destruction, whimpering self-destruct. play this against the current apocalyptic trend; they're not that dissimilar - think of residing sovereignty, part-objects, self-destructing wholeness and self-destructing memories, back into that wholeness peered upon by the the rest of us safe in our bunkers wait and weighing-in on the apocalypse. play this against repetition and decay, the queasy apocalypse, hammering our skins to our bones, murdering us as we wait for, weigh in for, the next attack. 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