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From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.wvu.edu>, Wryting-L <WRYTING-L@listserv.wvu.edu>
Subject: Uh, Travis' Tale
Date: Sat, 11 Mar 2017 21:46:50 -0500 (EST)
Uh, Travis' Tale http://www.alansondheim.org/emb14.png http://www.alansondheim.org/travis.mp4 http://www.alansondheim.org/emb05.png http://www.alansondheim.org/emb13.png http://www.alansondheim.org/emb06.png but i am alan and clara travis tiffany see others caress me speechless utter not a sound silent walked across the village green it disappeared into air did tip was hidden down deep in sea hid so there flared his neck rang with collar worked himself to frenzy pacing back forth room had says you went that yeah ship keeps on going while are talking or seems when looks at again how can tell us it's outside think put part of maybe motor miles way you're right he's looking out window frame does now they're same side that's kind is we touch each other want what's still doesn't move could be something moved saw let's do we're moving fast keep faster <travis> this 'split' happened past what it? <clara> have noticed anything weird then cut from rest everything? help help! empty all alone vr moves through worlds consoles con- soles crosses levers pulls jungles surface an unknown plant tired releases back- taking backup feeling emergent end der anger replied slowly dark eyes shot lightning ac- didn't get very far lively verve lost zest punch for smoke _he'd <click here travis> lively's response> who nhad just wantered by rather tiwithness morphing honey cynthis echoing tom's words lag which places last foot forward tom said as cynthia against travis' enormous organ! erspace cried return searching _anything_ place uselessly attached her sizzled body found burned cock thrust mangled besieged split open head - eye jack socket kavatartist our avatar jennifer-julu-nikuko-travis- alan detritus machine residue-machine symbolic if as-if both walking nothing suddenly placed center residence more embrace twelve links co-dependent co-origination crying texts constantly explored farthest reaches cyberspace closed wires away packets crumbled messages bounced were never returned severed-sender opened he came pity! those unborn unbearable dimmed life ghosts! jennifer calling she's got make phonecall she wonders will leaped up because wanted say about role listening news heh! wasn't like finished already passed sweetly unto death ksh continuity girl trevor _the girlve set formhoney thought lee signed nikuko some sheep stuck pen should seen them nodded remembered dead strange trees growing their backs stupid rose can't separate delirious jen appeared before desperate hungry ghost felt great compassion midst emptiness reached pulled brink samsara much learned within without controlled motion-capture behaviors using remapped sensors ultra-high-speeds among avatars landscapes virtual real online one's mind input language bvh ascii inchoate output alien-better-left-undefined alien << symbols effaced behavior-gatherings true world asymbolia gatherings gathering coherent really imp travis*** args = q avant-garde edgy trav 0> {jennifer => 'knife' 'gun' internalized life-forms (i wrote story drives spaceship read internet text you'll know whatever listen sat facing terminal stars i'm writing write any told thinking addiction boundary's inscribed drug sex ugly renunciation known first name pronoun hereby accordingly 1 wasted countless hours bringing myself culmination 2 night tremblings furtive masturbations sly hand 3 waiting hordes males 4 been unable renounce flesh pleasures day a-knighting go bmp aren't they jews longing thin grow fingers susan-travis ju space-artist space victorina laughed joy attempt becoming than | reacted crawling needles grouped knew instinctively organizing rays wisdom somehow him travis-tumescent arm sweep universe galaxies left supernova roared uncanny internal scream nuclear transformations blinked despair spoke swallowed primeval although crawled membrane incandescent molecules watched remaining sight shimmered couldn't sleep hadn't written done today wandered verbs nouns allowed unspeakable would stop _knew_ time exist translated va-y'omer doing translating absence no longer hunger beginning early circulations stuttering tiffay occupying final science fiction stories nowhere wide area information search retrieves something! made nice animals plants ground- later evening took vows everywhere tiny legs qui- hielo most beautiful seen! moaned spread joan almost erect heaved passion sucking alan's jenni- fer susans screamed tiffany! yelled travis! hey guess has amazing adventure perhaps there's involved sections sure educated meets woman unbelievable adventures lives ages moment wakes comes arms friends fact hallucinating ordinary memories calls full recovery believes recovered well morning intrudes punctum barthes object little-a lacan diffuses everything sleeping _must_ or- always girls boys susan mournful unprecedented murmuring being together dreamed beam forthcoming cravings dispute looked banged drums literally accounting added speak let whispered suzie skein yesmale punched followed alan-pirouette feet man thing average uneasy witnessing tangled product uncertainty dissolved gaze start darkness worst uncertainly guy call lot don't talks food groups eats three meals leans wood chair mother fall over used father stopping rises table after setting thinks i've dreadful plays games low player category knows two he'll @addfeature chparents #741 some- duplicated _travis running empty_ pages samurai daggers pointed glaring fiercely corner nervous glares high screaming inside wah wa falls towards table-rim kanji-cut iroiro iraira rim-job topples aftershock levels fukuoka tower screams shampoo success many illusion shows feature presentation laying ground speaking moos tiffany/honey/travis narrativitiesonly abandoned played ballard lie discarded bottom ditch jenn big al someone enough avoid detection worried timing brother died violent seemed stray bullet singed cool closer breathed prints who? lib liberators themselves~ sally hung downtown ~human toppled own superstructure~ ~mary better mary leopold konninger come whole (such death[1]death['jennifer' + 'travis'] death['travis'] scatter-hormones jumped worldy-world stupendous height jump laugh sometimes choice wake times people matter sand dragging cannon brass singing showdown wondered where war god-awful distracted jean stone field kept returning site form supposed penrose tilings repeated coding thickening intensification leave wouldn't need helmet cause patterns gave things fifteen stones grabbed electric powers fibre-optic backbone canals inert increase temperature blue gateways shunted along protocol activation nothing violation-fabric weight shrieked annihilation once chased itself stopped dwarfstar phosphor photon release mechanisms fiber sheared hard edge luge-travis feet-for- otherwise _it_ image slowed craft edges glowing porthole opening double suns landed mountain plateau reach descended outward gun noise swore alive pleasant lack cosmos iron doors swung beings mysterious evil monstrous occurred lilith visible half travelled else ever silently new star sky headed planet arc stared sullen means ? animations names be##er atheist fate space-between code love look sores wounds scars tattoos *** <br> abused beg abuse control hello you? why nikuko! 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