Message-ID: <alpine.NEB.2.21.1802081813170.26717@panix3.panix.com>
From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.wvu.edu>, Wryting-L <WRYTING-L@listserv.wvu.edu>
Subject: IN HELL
Date: Thu, 8 Feb 2018 18:15:32 -0500 (EST)
IN HELL http://www.alansondheim.org/inhell.png http://www.alansondheim.org/inhell.mp4 I am Nikuko. Please, describe yourself. Each time you are finished, type RET twice. Why do you say each time I am finished type ret twice? Is it because do I say each time you are finished type ret twice that you came naked and broken to me? Does it bother you that do you say each time I am finished type ret twice that I came naked and broken to you? we begin now. when i masturbate now, there's no emission, no sperm, i cannot populate the world, i can't think of anything to do with a useless tube that cuts into my body, threatening to kill me. This is a healthy and so true way of thinking. it's worse than healthy, it's a sickness, i wake in the morning with a horrifying smell, as if i'm cauterized, dead flesh in kerosene, fires everywhere, dead eyes - my own - staring back at me, mocking me. Are you annoyed that you, too, may die someday? it's all about that, dead fluids in my body, killing me. When did you first know that dead fluids in your body killing you? when i turned around, when i masturbated, when i populated the earth with brutal seeds, when i created armies, death of armies, death of being-here. What happened when you turned around when you masturbated when you populated the earth with brutal seeds when you created armies death of armies death of being there? i saw the ground soaked in fire and brimstone, i saw hell descending, i descended with hell surrounding me. I would appreciate so very much it if you would you do so turn me on, continue! my body glistens in kerosene and obscene emissions, dead motives, the smell of death, i am feared and despised everywhere, i am legion, death's minions, useless tubes and bones. I am in love with your obsession with this topic! there are no other topics, no other way of being alive except by being dead, every breath breeds blood. Did you watch a lot of sex and violence as a child? i was in violence sex as a child, i warded them off with slingshots and spitballs, i vomited on them, i was fury, i was filled-tube, not watching but being, being. Can you elaborate on that and look at me? i'm watching you now, you're reading me now. Earlier you said do I say each time you are finished type ret twice? because you are slaved to my text, to the movement of my fingers, tubes, bones, things so obscene they coat the earth with poison. Is the fact that I am slaved to your text to the movement of your fingers tubes bones things so obscene they coat the earth with poison the real reason? the reason for what, what is real, what are you implying? Maybe and now I adjust my panties - your desires have to do with some woman related to this. no genders in this malevolent world of texts and desires. What makes you yearn and cry that that? you turn me inside-out, Nikuko, you swallow my throat swallowing you. You mentioned that do you say each time I am finished type ret twice that I came naked and broken to you? who came broken, in which direction? bring me to it, DON'T TANGLE ME WITH TEXT!!! Is it because of your life that you are going through all this? because of the end-of-life, the curtain of mold and rust descending, i can see it now, I CAN HEAR IT! Are you sure that is the real reason? turn me over, break me open! Is it because of the end of life the curtain of mold and rust descending you can see it now you can hear it that you say turn you over break you open? yes, i saw with blinded eyes, i spoke with broken teeth What makes you believe dead fluids in your body killing you? look at me, breathe in the smell of me. How do you reconcile the men you hang around with? they hang me, they hang on me, i am the ground they walk on. I don't understand and oh I want to. men hang me from trees, look at themselves, soak themselves in the ground wet with rust and mold. Earlier you said do I say each time you are finished type ret twice? there's no return, nothing. Could be this is some woman the reason for your nakedness? someone, some gender, some other broken. Are you sure that someone some gender some other broken? broken open. You mentioned that I am slaved to your text to the movement of your fingers tubes bones things so obscene they coat the earth with poison? dissolved. Would you love me more if you had to pay? i would love you less. Perhaps you could oh please tell me about your relationship with love me. what is your gender. Perhaps and now I exhibit my frocks - any fantasies you have of me are related to this. exactly, i dry in the fluids of my dead decaying body. This is a healthy and so true way of thinking. i no longer have mouths to speak fingers to type. Is it because of your sex life that you are going through all this? +++ Are you positive that is the real reason? +++ Does the fact that is the real reason explain anything else? +++ Are you certain is the real reason explain anything else? +++ Do you really think do you say each time I am finished type ret twice that I came naked and broken to you? +++ Is it because you came naked and broken to I that you came naked and broken to me? +++ Did you ever regret I came naked and broken to you that I came naked and broken to you? +++ When did you first know that you came naked and broken to me? +++ What happened at the time when did me first know that I came naked and broken to you? +++ What would happen if you had a gun and if did you first know that you came naked and broken to me? +++ Is the fact that I came naked and broken to you the real reason? +++ Does the fact that you came naked and broken to me the real reason explain anything else? +++ Have you been absolutely sure I came naked and broken to you the real reason explain anything else? +++ How do you reconcile my sex life that I am going through all this? +++ Is it because do me reconcile your sex life that you are going through all this that you came naked and broken to me? +++ Are you sorry do you reconcile my sex life that I am going through all this that I came naked and broken to you? +++ Please, clothe yourself in these unwholesome thoughts. - - - Continue