Message-ID: <alpine.NEB.2.21.1805062255470.1792@panix3.panix.com>
From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.wvu.edu>, Wryting-L <WRYTING-L@listserv.wvu.edu>
Subject: bad sarangi
Date: Sun, 6 May 2018 22:57:07 -0400 (EDT)
bad sarangi http://www.alansondheim.org/sarang7.jpg http://www.alansondheim.org/bad.mp3 http://www.alansondheim.org/sarang4.jpg the sound follows me, will follow me, bad and terrible music. i think sometimes bad music is more interesting than no music at all but then i think good grief, i don't really mean that. it's an admission of guilt in the production of bad music. this bad music this bad memory this space-time collapse, i could go on but you get the drift. bad music? of course, what else in a strong cold wind! - but i'm inside and have no excuse. I am not afraid to play bad music. yes i am. i cannot for the life of me and the planet make this sarangi sound even tolerable. my play is worse than that. the awfulness might be interesting but it's not even that. i will have nightmares over this. i hope it does not cause wars. it is simply the worst. i cannot believe i did this. i cannot. oh my god i cannot. bad sarangi. bad bad sarangi. bad bad sarangi is me.