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From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.wvu.edu>, Wryting-L <WRYTING-L@listserv.wvu.edu>
Subject: difficult work of murk sex, zero dimension plateaus
Date: Sat, 7 Jul 2018 01:30:56 -0400 (EDT)
difficult work of murk sex, zero dimension plateaus http://www.alansondheim.org/dirty2.jpg http://www.alansondheim.org/dirty1.jpg foam-structures, bubble-structures, slime-mold spreading, wood- nets, interconnectivities. I TURN MY PHONE OFF. the doctors are at a loss: where are they now? the granularity of momentary death. the NUANCE.the body's left in the dirt: it's like that, mute, obdurate. it's the granularity of the real. WE BEAR NO WITNESS TO THIS. how could we conceive? for consider the null set, the set of zero dimensions. this is critical. a point, nothing else. we imagine that POINT IN SPACE. but there is no space, there is only this point. the point has NO FEATURES. there is no metric. there is no dimensionality. of this point it can be said: IT MIGHT AS WELL. and that is NOT the locus of the plateau, of the body, of dirty, of the phenomenology of dirt. that is NOT / KNOT. it's dirty everywhere. it's dried everywhere. desires are messed up, can't you tell? there's no posture that works on a flat plain. that works anywhere. that conceivably works. there's nothing to it. it's a pock or a pucker. it's nothing more. i fall down into myself. you should know what that's like. you should know something. all sex is murk on the plateau. boundaries are flux-fluid. boundaries melt categories, your object is my arrow; my arrow is your object. there's an odor in the arena. the universe is arena. riding the plateau of murk sex. should these words be separated? it's a question of philosophy, of the categorization of the body which is always already supine. the body falls out from itself. what is inconceivable always occurs. everything occurs. i will be back. i will be back for you. dirty death, my cells fall from me. i'd have to be out of my mind literally to believe anything would remain of the skein of consciousness. it's lost in the dirt. there's a last word. there's a last sight. & with that sight i cannot speak. & with that sight i cannot hear. and the sight is not a site. the sight is not citation. think of it as emptied, worn, exhausted. now everything falls from me but i will remain. shattered broken death now. how can i write this? how can you read. everything collapses into the subjunctive, if that were possible. everything smells = chemical debris, lost, untethered, sightless, siteless, while then - everything is on the way out. i will join you as everything is gone. i can write this blindly. i will join everything that wants me. i will join everyone that wants me. the category loop back into murk sex. the plateau. the collapse of the plateau. the limbs. the limbs of dust and odors. the nowhere. everything and nothing is dead. dirt is community, swallow on the way to a return. MURK SEX: i offer my body to the dirt. dirty, i offer my body to the dirt. splatter semiotics: I AM UNDONE! & there is no doing, neither this nor that, neti neti. what appears choice disappears. this word keeps coming back to me: VANQUISH. later i will walk by the river, i will walk by the river, and comprehend [make an attempt -> to understand what had occurred on the plateau. consider the bracketing of life a demarcated switch: there's nothing poetic in that, no return to the body: the body is left in the dirt. neither murk sex nor murk sex. not both murk sex or murk sex. i can only say: I WEAR OUT WITH THIS THOUGHT. I WEAR OUT WITH THE THINKING OF THIS THOUGHT. ============================+++========================== zero dimensional spread, an attempt to ward off death: Beginning the difficult work of erase-rebuild foam-structures, bubble-structures, slime-mold spreading, wood- nets, interconnectivities. I TURN MY PHONE OFF. doctors are at a loss: where they now? granularity momentary death. NUANCE.the body's left in dirt: it's like that, mute, obdurate. real. WE BEAR NO WITNESS TO THIS. how could we conceive? 19:38:26 for consider null set, set zero dimensions. this is critical. point, nothing else. imagine that POINT IN SPACE. but there no space, only point. point has FEATURES. metric. dimensiomality. it can be said: IT MIGHT AS WELL. and NOT locus plateau, body, dirty, phenomenology dirt. / KNOT. 19:40:28 armor Working on sex tool bolted fieldwork dirty everywhere. dried desires messed up, can't you tell? 19:21:39 there's posture works flat plain. anywhere. conceivably works. to it. pock or pucker. more. i fall down into myself. should know what that's like. something. 19:22:44 all murk plateau. boundaries flux-fluid. melt categories, your object my arrow; arrow object. an odor arena. universe riding plateau sex. these words separated? question philosophy, categorization body which always already supine. falls out from itself. inconceivable occurs. everything will back. back you. 19:25:03 death, cells me. i'd have mind literally believe anything would remain skein consciousness. lost last word. sight. & with sight cannot speak. here. not site. citation. think as emptied, worn, exhausted. now me remain. 19:27:05 shattered broken death now. write this? read. collapses subjunctive, if were possible. smells = chemical debris, lost, untethered, sightless, siteless, while then - way out. 19:28:26 join gone. blindly. wants everyone category loop collapse limbs. limbs dust odors. nowhere. 19:29:43 dead. dirt community, swallow return. MURK SEX: offer splatter semiotics: AM UNDONE! 19:34:40 doing, neither nor neti neti. appears choice disappears. word keeps coming me: VANQUISH. later walk by river, comprehend [make attempt understand had occurred bracketing life demarcated switch: poetic return body: dirt. 19:37:23 both say: WEAR OUT WITH THIS THOUGHT. THE THINKING OF 19:41:18 there 108c108 < dimensionality. metric. no can be of is of said: said: this no it MIGHT --- > dimensionality. metric. no can be of is of said: said: this no it MIGHT IT MIGHT. Fri Jul 6 16:35:17 EDT 2018